sleep is a ______ thing

Tirrrreeedddd. Tired. Tiredtiredtired. Did I run a marathon, you ask? Give birth? Just perform a five-hour stand up comedy set? No, no and no... unless my LIFE is a comedy, in the 'existential comedy' sort of way. I WANT MY PILLS. No, not THOSE pills, you cynical prick. My lovely antidepressants. That I can't afford. Ugh I don't even have the energy for full sentences. Oh, don't get me wrong... I'd take the other pills right now, or a big bottle of.. nope I wouldn't. My head hurts bad enough the way it is AND GOD I HAVE NO ENERGY.